breaking hearts has never looked so cool [ 06.10.04 - 8:48 You gave up smoking and started chain-smoking. ] I'm treating life far too sarcastically, especially relationships. I'm going mad, full fervency geared toward destroying something. I miss him badbadbad. October makes me wish for the ocean and spending entire days naked, even if I'm sick as a dog. I miss the ease with which I used to go through life. Not endeavoring to care or contrive some notion which will explain it all. Now I stumble through life, scratching my nails on the chalkboard because this is the hand I was dealt and it's easier to fold than be broke. [ previous entry - next entry ]

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