breaking hearts has never looked so cool [ 28.08.04 - 7:52 - ] Wow, two entries in one day! I'm a roll. Okay, guys, just entertain my voyeuristic tendencies for a while. I recently had a conversation with a boy and we were discussing past relationships, as two people just getting to know each other are wont to do. Everyone has a story, and I want the brief breakdown of yours. To get the ball rolling... My complete list of relationships is long and stupid, because I'm terrible at them. My first love was crushing and a desperate failure, my second love is now my best friend, my third love was in the midst of my mental breakdown and I ended up hurting him more than I ever should have, and my fourth love shattered me completely, changing everything I ever thought I knew about anything, plagues my very existence and kills me just by living (Because I still very much love him, I guess. He was the only boy who ever really broke my heart sincerely, because he was the only one I ever thought I could be with forever, because I'm an awful, awful cynical person and because he was really the only one who ever made me feel like I could be something better.). And in between all of those was far too many one night stands and short-lived flings where I confused sex for love for love of sex, and put hope where hope just didn't belong. Mail me & be my little support group for my hard times. [ previous entry - next entry ]

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