breaking hearts has never looked so cool [ 30.07.04 - 11:30 i love you always, i mean forever. ] that's the last of them, i've scoured my webspaces & that was it. there's nothing else. seeing that photo hit me like a tidal wave, knocked the breath out of me. it brought back a torrent of thoughts & feelings, that all rattled around inside me in a confused mess. sometimes it's hard not to think of the past two years as a waste & that hurts. i miss him. one thing you never got a chance to know. one fact: i would have done anything for you. a real revelation: i don't want to date. in fact, i even turned down a date with a really cute boy the other day, just because i realized it's not what i want. i want to date, but not in this sordid modern way. i want 1950's, grade three dating, when hand-holding & kissing was a big deal. taking things slow & it's not a big deal. this is apparently too much to ask unless i'm 'dating a 15 year old'. whatever. i'm holding out for something that counts. finally, here is my website. be gentle. note: it's apparently down right now. [ previous entry - next entry ]

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