breaking hearts has never looked so cool [ 18.06.04 - 1:00 i know i'll wake up wanting you. ] it has been 230 days since i left victoria, which is 7.56164 months, 331,200 minutes, or 19,872,000 seconds. this is a very disheartening fact, because i feel like it's been about a decade. i feel like i haven't had someone love me in ages & ages, & i'm terribly lonely here. i miss dan, still. which is why this is also an uplifting fact. it's only been 230 days & i was with dan a lot longer than that. it's not fair of me to expect myself to just be 'over' him just yet, especially considering that i haven't really done much to push myself in that direction. even if that feeling isn't mutual, it's okay if i still miss him. maybe now that i realize "hey. i'm not really over dan." i can try to stop acting like such a raving lunatic. but probably not. [ previous entry - next entry ]

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