breaking hearts has never looked so cool [ 29.05.04 - 8:52 i would forget you if i only could think about anything else ] someone give me three-four timing & technicolor kisses, all candy-coated & sparkling. there's firecrackers in this heart & they're exploding all over the place. i'm vibrating. it's as if i can feel every molecule, every atom inside me crashing into each other. i'm inflated with a heated intensity i've been lacking as of late, & i have no idea why. i'm surely dying of the flu & in unrequited obsession with my roommate, yet somehow i'm on cloud nine - no, ten. i didn't sleep last night at all, but it was okay, because i was filled with the ecstatic sort of quivering anticipation that ordinarily precedes christmas or something - something that's not an early morning at work. i feel invincible, witty, charming & tough. ready to take on the world with furious fists & a cocky grin. bring it on, world. i know it's short-lived so i'm enjoying it while i can. this manic behavior seems to have become more frantic in its thrashing inside my always misfiring synapses. i'm extremely stressed at this point, but for now, all i'm thinking about is the cigarette i get in fifteen minutes & the hot americano i plan on pouring down my throat. [ previous entry - next entry ]

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