breaking hearts has never looked so cool [ 16.05.04 - 10:54 sometimes it's good to be alone. ] i've rewritten this entry about fifteen times already. i got my cursive hoodie finally & i never want to take it off. the inside is still all soft & it is so sexy. plus the wedge played a cursive video, alkaline trio & saves the day's new video (which is invariably sucky & dissapointing. hey guys, if i want to listen to weezer - which i don't - i will listen to weezer. also, slowly, my crush on calvin is diminishing. sometimes, it flares like a bad case of herpes (i hear), but for the most part, we can hang out without any sort of nausea. i can sleep in the same bed as him, which is infinitely comforting, i might add, crushed against the wall furthest from his body without temptation to wrap my arms around him. however, friday, he fell asleep on the couch, & being the comedian i am, i dug my fingers into his ribs & screamed 'calvin! wake up!' he lept up, eyes bulging, frantically looking around. 'don't do that,' he wailed and leaned against me, burying his face in my neck. i sat, stock still & panicking, & even if the air hadn't be sucked out of my lungs, i would have been afraid to breathe. i am so pathetic. photos! kevin being intense, kev & sean rocking out [ previous entry - next entry ]

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