breaking hearts has never looked so cool [ 12.05.04 - 9:55 where do we go from here? ] time with you was perfect, never boring, never wasted. You were always the same - intense & beautiful, amazing. i would look at you as we sat in places. you awed me with your sheer presense. when i was away from you, i would gaze at your picture endlessly. something you never got a chance to find out, something you'll never know. one fact. i would have done anything for you, knowing that it could have all been used against me. i know what happens when you do that, even a little, i have the scars. for you, i would haev pulled sunlight from thin air, & lifted the curses from your life. i loved you so. it's tragic at this point. it's like an ongoing funeral. you're out there somewhere and sometimes i feel myself dying slow, knowing you're alive somehwere & someone else is smelling your hair & touching your neck. you know how those barbed & clawed nights can pass. they rip the meat right off your back, send you into a corner & leave you with enough of your senses to realize that you'll live to see another hammering night alone. -henry rollins how absolutely felicitous to the current heartbreak, eating me alive. spring is in the air, my hormones are raging & i am alone. i hate to be so redundant, & i hate being so melodramatic. being alone isn't the end of the world. right? i guess i just feel like it shouldn't be this way. [ previous entry - next entry ]

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