breaking hearts has never looked so cool [ 03.05.04 - 11:18 the sounds that surround ] so i moved & it was fairly uneventful. kevin, andrew & calvin were absolutely wonderful & helpful, & i wish i could have done more to thank them. maybe i'll have some sort of bbq or something & buy beer for them, or give them porn or something. i don't know. i did the deed at about nine or ten pm. hauling my television down the stairs in the night in my neighborhood probably made me look like a cat burglar. a loud, drunk cat burglar. but we got it all done, & arrived back at my new home. we just left the trailer and van (which was very funny to watch being parked on the sixty degree angle street) to unpack the next day. when we got there, the former roommate had not only not moved out, but also, dug a firepit in the backyard, directly under low-hanging powerlines. genius. anyway, he was gone the next day, we moved my crap in, which took about five minutes. we ended up chilling out that night, just watching movies & eating pizza. i drank a bottle of wine in about twenty minutes, & was very, very drunk when calvin came home. i stole 'the pee mattress', as it is fondly called, due to the urine, and moved it upstairs, so now i have a tiny single bed. navigating my room is like navigating a labyrinth, thanks to the loads of shit i have all over. but it's done, & it's so nice to actually sleep in peace & quiet. unfortunately, i left my phone charger in the old apartment & in an act of rebellious "fuck you", i flipped all the breakers in the apartment, left food in the fridge and freezer, and left my keys on the kitchen table. no more phone charger for me. last night was a lonely one. what i wouldn't have given to huddle near to someone under blankets in my tiny bed, & just enjoy sleep & intermittent kisses. we didn't do too much else. i drank at every available opportunity, revelling in the three days in a row i had off by remaining inebriated throughout. we ate out a couple of times, and i bought a split to make a new shirt, which will knock the socks off you. it's a sparkly rainbow on a red shirt with the words, "i hate myself & wish i was dead." har har har. i need mail, kids. seriously. my life really is that empty. also, email me & brighten my day. [ previous entry - next entry ]

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