breaking hearts has never looked so cool [ 16.04.04 - 12:17 le sigh. ] last night, i went with calvin to see our new palace. it's goddamn cute. it's old & has all these nooks & crannies with shelves & cabinets. it has a gas stove, which is sort of endearing to me. my room as it stands, is a disaster area thanks to the former room mate but it has so much potential to be a great place. it looks a little "party house" right now, with posters and strings of lights, but i guess that's what happens when three boys live together. there was a pug puppy there that belonged to exroommate & i want to kiss it, it was so cute. actually, to be honest, i did kiss it. other than that, i've decided to talk to geoff. i will say something like this: "geoff, i want a relationship. i don't want to be a friend you make out with. i'm not asking for anything serious, but i want to be able to make out with my boyfriend & not my friend geoff. if you don't want this, then we should end this now before there's any feelings of resentment, & we can no longer be friends." that's okay, right? i talked to my main man phil about it last night & he agreed i wasn't being unreasonable or overly-female about this whole thing. speaking of phil, it was so nice to see him again. his shitty work hours have made him completely unavailable 99% of the time, & i've missed him terribly. we had what i would consider a good talk. we need to do it again, sweetie. anyway. blah, back to work. [ previous entry - next entry ]

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