breaking hearts has never looked so cool [ 14.04.04 - 11:08 we dance & dance 'til our bodies glisten ] the term 'happy ending' is oxymoronic. i haven't slept in two days & this is what goes through my head. that & "here we go again." i don't know what the cause of my stress & consequential sleep loss is. my life has turned into a protracted study in human inertia, emotional entropy. i'm so tired. i'm lonely & alone. i've never been normal, i've never had a normal social life. rather than surround myself with a group of friends, i opt for one friend & i poke & prod & obsess until eventually i've dissected it to the point where it's become an off-limit disaster area & they will no longer have anything to do with me. i could blame it on fear, maybe? the "say you'll never leave me" complex that runs rampant through me. [ previous entry - next entry ]

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