breaking hearts has never looked so cool [ 09.04.04 - 12:58 you wanna know who i really am? well, so do i. ] what is going on in my head? since i found out i was sick, i've been going from wildly happy to sobbing hysterically & punching pillows & stuff. it's like i've lost my mind (+ 10), but i don't know what to do about it. last night when geoff came over, i went completely bonkers. he was late so i sobbed hysterically before he got there. then he came & i was thrilled & happy. then i just fell back into solemn silence & maintained the fetal position as much as i could. this is ridiculous. it's hardly a wonder why no one wants to be around me. i effin' suck. [ previous entry - next entry ]

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