breaking hearts has never looked so cool [ 08.04.04 - 10:42 too late, tonight i'm gone. ] last night, geoff came "no later than ten" (being about 10:30 in geoff time) & siggidy sigh, how i adore that boy. when he initially showed up, he was suffering from this weird post-music syndrome he gets - very quiet, a little loopy, & tense as anything. geoff is a not-well boy, admittedly, but it's one of the things i like about him. he's insane & beautiful & unique like crazy. as soon as he came in, i made him come & lay with me. he clutched my blanket in a vice-like grip while i stroked his hair & his wrists. it took about an hour, but eventually he relaxed & we spent a couple of hours cuddling & dozing. i lay on top of him & said "squeeze me" & he'd wrap me up & hug me tight until i squeeled & giggled like a damn infant. i'm not sure the motives behind this compulsion, only it made me feel safe & secure. i kissed him all over his face & neck, quick little pecks. something about being around geoff reduces my grasp on the english language to incomprehensible noises. he makes me feel young & innocent, like before i was so bitter & ruined. it's comforting. of course we wound up making out & he stayed a lot later than he had intended, but i guess that's the way it works sometimes. i'm definitely not complaining. unfortunately, our sleepover plans fell through when his professor demanded he rewrite his paper on Bill C-11 thanks to some new ammendment or something. tonight, however, we're making up for it, as i am going to sleep over at his house. this might be the longest workday ever. i'm excited, excited! i am bound to get burned badly. [ previous entry - next entry ]

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