breaking hearts has never looked so cool [ 31.03.04 - 1:25 hold me now, one more time! ] i'm very confused about how i should feel about this relationship mess i keep getting myself into. nothing is defined, & i'm fine with that, but what if i do something that's "out of line" by his expectations of our...whatever this is? i like him & i'm curious to know where this might go, actually for the first time since daniel, but what if i feel this way for the wrong reasons? what if i'm lonely & just looking for anyone to fill some void that i'm not actually sure if i have? what if i legitimately like him, but avoid that because i'm worried about that void thing? holy crap, i've never felt so female. i didn't get any sleep last night, because eric is a bad kid who keeps me up until way too late when i have to work the next day. my eyes are so bloodshot & i feel like i've had a stroke, as one side of my face is puffy/droopy. i wish i was sleeping. oh man, i wish i were sleeping. [ previous entry - next entry ]

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