breaking hearts has never looked so cool [ 29.03.04 - 5:19 & now what? ] frig. smitten again, & bound to be heartbroken. saturday, i met eric after i got off work & we went to dinner at dadeo's. we each got a po'boy, blackened chicken for myself, blackened catfish for him, & we cut them both in half & traded. delectable! after we ate & smoked, far too much on both counts, we went to new city, where he introduced me to a billion of his friends, & i got embarassingly drunk after about two beers. i invited him to my place where we continued to drink beer from giant silver cans with japanese all over them & played scrabble (which i won - oh yeah). at about five am, he was as perky as ever & i was so exhausted that i told him to come lay with me & continue to yap. he curled up under one blanket, i curled up under another, & we talked for a while longer, until i fell asleep. he woke up ridiculously early & woke me up with him. i called in sick for work, & we went to the museum. we got off at grandin station, & took the super long way there. we walked along the river valley under a warm sun with a cool breeze & continued to chat.* we stopped at a toy store where eric bought a yo-yo, which he was quite adept at...yo-ing. finally after a small eternity & too many steps, we arrived at the museum. we perused the exhibits, made jokes, & i screamed in terror & disgust over the bugs (seriously! ew!). we saw an exhibit on polynesian painters & i wanted to crawl inside one called 'adam & eve' & never leave it. after the museum, at about five, the sun was still out & it was still absolutely beautiful. we walked across the leutinent governor's residence's lawn to sit atop the crunchy grass on the top of a hill overlooking the river valley. there we sat & smoked & threw leaves into each other's hair & laughed when a kid running down the hill tripped. i played with the helicoptor seeds & he sprawled out with his head on my lap. not surprisingly, we talked. :) after a while, i started to get cold, due to the wind off the still-frozen river. we walked back downtown & had a quick bite to eat at the subway. that's when i decided to call it a night. i walked him to his bus stop. when his bus arrived, he grabbed me & half-violently hugged me. now here i am, wondering, panicing, generally being hyper-female about the whole thing. do i? don't i? am i actually interested or just doing that thing that i do? i like him...i think. he likes me...probably. fuck. *note: we talked constantly & never ran out of things to say - a good sign. also a good sign? he didn't bug me, even after two days! [ previous entry - next entry ]

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