breaking hearts has never looked so cool [ 27.11.03 - 3:51 do you dance? ] i had a date. how absolutely bizarre to have an awkward first kiss (with too much tongue, ew!) with someone but dan. he listens to limp bizkit and he wore a terribly ugly shirt, but he played with my hair for, like, an hour and got flustered at endearing moments, like when he accidentally grazed my leg with the back of his hand. we met for the first time with some friends, and played some pool. my friends, in a blatant attempt to set us up, dissipated into nowhere, eventually leaving me with this guy (whose name is john, consequently.). So John and I sat around and had a beer for a while and then we went off so he could buy cigarettes. We ended up getting a coffee to go and driving around until 4 am, when we parked out in a field. We stared out over the town and talked until the sky turned pink. He had a lot of obnoxious stories that started with "one time, me and my buddies..." but he made me laugh and when he finally kissed me, it was by the book. to sum up, very cute with nice hair, bad t-shirt, nice shoes, some bad music, some good music, good sense of humor, bad sense of judgment. he gave me his number, but i'm not sure i'll call. i was so desperate to have a nice time tonight, i omitted the small detail that i'm moving in less than a week. he asked me to call on saturday. maybe i will, just so i can either let him down easy or sleep with him so when i don't call, he'll be relieved. HA HA HA. Just kidding about that last one. It was pretty nice to have someone ask me about my mom, listen to me bitch about just about everything, and smile affectionately at me. Holy, I missed being looked at like that. [ previous entry - next entry ]

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