breaking hearts has never looked so cool [ 09.11.03 - 10:12 What happened to our happy ending anyway? ] 2003/11/07 18:30 Apparently, a retraction is in order because when C. read my journal entry, he pointed out that it was entirely false, because he did, in fact, mean every word he wrote. So, sorry C., and thanks for the best goddamn letters of my young life. As far as the saga that is my hopelessly broken heart goes, I wish there was something new to report. Although having something to look forward to (ie. an impending visit wtih a dear friend and object of my lust and affection) makes a broken heart heal a little quicker. 2003/11/08 03:00? We went to a show tonight (Face Forward, Whitewalls, Far From Over, and End This Week With Knives) and I had a pretty great time. All the bands played great. Whitewalls was a definite highlight for me, I must admit. They were tight and very reminiscent of the music I've been listening to a lot lately. But for me, what makes or breaks a show is the people in attendance. It was nice to see Heidi, Jay, Jaime, etc. etc. again. The best (as in funniest, not least humiliating) was when one boy, whose name I won't mention, said that he "loved me like his girlfriend", which sent me into a wild blushing fit. It was so retarded, but I haven't heard anything nice like that in ages. After the show, at the traditional Denny's, I found out that a boy who I have always lusted after wildly had, at one point, a 'crush' on me when I was dating another boy. This kid has always intimidated the shit out of me, in spite of his staggering beauty for about a million reasons - he's 'king of the scene', the utter glory of his wonderous good looks - but mainly because I swear that every time I've ever seen him, he's glared at me constantly. He has a very impassive face, however, so armed with this knowledge, I can safely wonder if perhaps his gaze was not out of hate, but affectionate. Nice. Nothing will come of this attraction, but my self-esteem is way up, because yowza. That boy is godly. I also saw another boy who always made my heart go badda-boom, but as far as he's concerned, I may as well be dead. But whatever. Eye candy. I've gone boy-crazy. [ previous entry - next entry ]

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