breaking hearts has never looked so cool [ 20.10.03 - 6:48 - ] dan just left & my mom called to tell she'd change my tickets over, but not before she talked to her boyfriend about it. i've just consumed vodka like i was a high school girl drinking a strawberry wine cooler. self-medication. i don't know what i'm going to do. my mom says i shouldn't keep relying on other people for security, but what have movies taught us other than to believe in love working itself out? what does my mom know, twice married, hoping for a third ball and chain, awaiting his permission to bail me out of this? i'm over the suicide thing but if i don't wake up in the morning (alone, i might add), that'd be okay. [ previous entry - next entry ]

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