breaking hearts has never looked so cool [ 24.01.03 - 9:23 Is this what life is? ] Big, fat, wet thanks to Chris who called me last night and interrupted my moping party. This morning didn't bring a renewal of my spirits, rather a slight headache from drinking rum and cream soda. I'm sure it'll be gone soon, but for now, it's like a bad reminder of an indulgence I shouldn't have taken. Like waking up next to someone you never should have been with in the first place. I'm going to a show tonight which will, hopefully, settle my frazzled nerves. Nothing like emo to cheer you up....right? I forget if I mentioned that my father and his wife are separated. They were married five months, but who didn't see it coming? They were dating for, like, one month. Not only did they separate, but afterward, my dad disappeared from the face of the Earth and no one knows how to reach him. My father's midlife crisis apparently regressed him to the mindset of a high school boy. I have one stupid father. I'm beginning to think he's never going to be able to function as a normal person. Maybe this is where I get my psychosis? Too many telemarketers call me. I almost feel tempted to engage them in conversation just to have someone to talk to. I just hang up on them, though, because I'm not QUITE that desperate yet. Sigh. [ previous entry - next entry ]

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